Conveying my thoughts through Blogs..

Combine the two words written in title in capitals - "SUPPRESSED MEMORIES". These were the memories which were hurtful as hell, these memories used to change my happy new shiny day into a gloomy & yet another depressing day, causing stress and sadness.  Even if sadness weighs down on your heart, keep happiness take you high up. You know , in our subconciousness,  there is only one person we love the most, its OURSELF.  Even if you are denying it now, this blog will make you realise how this statement is 99% correct. So, what about the remaining teeny-tiny 1% ? Why don't we love ourselves upto a full marked century? That's because that 1% consist of low self esteem, stress ,anxiety etc. And when we change our focus from that whole 99% to 1% , our perspective of viewing our life changes ,we often find ourselves sulking over a sad memory which is not going to give us anything but a continuous headache. I used to be just like this. I focused on that 1% and my life be...

 Have you ever ruined your own life? no? But I, somehow, I did! I ruined MY 3 WHOLE YEARS! Going back to the days when first wave of COVID hit the whole world, everyone was shaken up..but what were the children with a childish mindset were doing?...yeah you guessed it right, being happy by the thought of not going to school and not giving those exams which resulted in having punishments from their parents(...or may be a good beating). i remember i was preparing for class 9th's final exams as a sincere student who used to wake up early...and not used to go to bed until the target of the day was completed..yes several times i went to bed at 2 am! THAT WAS THE REAL ME !  About the time ,when the lockdown was announced we were already done with our final exams..our results also came through class whatsapp group.Being a topper student,instead of  getting a punishment i got to eat my favourite food made specially by my father....(his best way to show love is through food,thats ...